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July 12th, 2007 @ 4:51pm
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8D! Hello all! I come with another notice!

New Writing Journal!
[info]alice_suduke!


Yes, this journal is all original work :3. I'm proud of it. And there are already two things up in it ;D One is new to some people since I posted it in my personal lj first like a test drive XD.

Please go check it out! I'll be most grateful ;D.

Hope everyone's having a nice day ^-^b

Love always~
Alice~
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June 21st, 2007 @ 7:53pm
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[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Dir en Grey → 鼓動 ]

Notice


If it hasn't already been obvious, I've taken a hiatus, probably a perminent one from a certain matter D: I'm sorry to have to say that thinking of all the joy that writing fanfictions once brought me. However, time passes, and people change, and with them, their opnions on things change as well. That's what's happened here. I've already posted in my personal journal about this, and even though I said, 'I'm probably just going to stop writing fanfic' I continued to mull it over since it didn't seem all fair. But, my feelings stayed the same on the matter, and those are that I don't really find that it's okay to write fanfiction about real people anymore. I know that might sound really odd considering some of the fics I've written and how much I used to adore some pairings, but like I said, time changes and people grow.

I don't see this as someone falling out of a hobby or 'a phase ending' like some people might see this, more as a person growing. So this is more than likely a Perminent Hiatus of fanfictions. I'm sorry to all that read my work plus supported me, it really gave me confidence as a writer. I used to think that my writing was really horrible and that it needed work, I thought by doing this... maybe I'd get a little better, but I receieved so many postitive words about my work, and so many people showed me just how much they connected with my work, it was truely inspiring.

Now as I said, this is a perminent hiatus of fanfiction. And some of you may say, 'Well... that's all you write, right?' Well, not exactly~ I've had many ideas for original work, and I've even put a poem or two up here, so I want to continue writing original fiction. I think that original fiction poses much more of a challenge to write rather than Fanfiction (No offense to anyone who write fanfiction considering there are a lot of amazing writers out there) I think sometimes you're boxed into a character's personality and setting when you write fanfiction which is why after writing fanfic for so long, original fiction seems like a nice vacation. Now the only question for me is, do I post any original works I have up here, or do I make a whole new journal? I already have another journal that I was planning to use by moving my personal journal over there, however, after thinking about it... it would become quite trivial to have to rejoin all that I have and refriend everyone (this is because some communities I've become a part of have closed membership and blocked off comments on their 'Rules' page and such.)

So I'm not going to stop writing, just switch the direction I've been writing~ I understand that a lot of people have friended me because they've liked my fanfictions, and I can understand if they no longer want to watch this journal, but if you want to stick around and wait for some original work, than I'll gladly encourage it and thank you. Feel free to ask questions and all, and again, I'm sorry~

-Cait
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Hesitant Heart Beats - 6/13 [
April 14th, 2007 @ 12:34am
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[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | ヴィドール → RoiD-Chang ]

Title: Hesitant Heart Beats – 6/13
Author: [info]xkotakux
Band/Pairing: the GazettE // Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Cursing
Summary: Keeping secrets from their band mates had almost been a thrill to both of them, finding it sinfully good to sneak away during break in practice to kiss. But then, keeping it from the others got complicated, releasing new material, going to interviews/photo shoots, and performing lives didn’t always leave room for the couple to have alone time. And Ruki found himself questioning if this relationship really had love centered in it.
Comment: Please comment dearies~ =3

Prologue
Chapter 1 – Decline
Chapter 2 – The Judge
Chapter 3 – Guilt
Chapter 4 – Decisions
Chapter 5 - Empty

( Chapter 6 - Balcony )

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Poems - Razor Kiss & Just One More Line [
March 26th, 2007 @ 4:18pm
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( Razor Kiss )

( Just One More Line )
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Hesitant Heart Beats - Chapter 5 - Empty [
March 25th, 2007 @ 12:32am
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[ mood | T____T 12:36 ]
[ music | John Mayer → Waiting On The World To Change ]

Title: Hesitant Heart Beats – 5/13
Author: [info]xkotakux
Band/Pairing: the GazettE // Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Cursing
Summary: Keeping secrets from their band mates had almost been a thrill to both of them, finding it sinfully good to sneak away during break in practice to kiss. But then, keeping it from the others got complicated, releasing new material, going to interviews/photo shoots, and performing lives didn’t always leave room for the couple to have alone time. And Ruki found himself questioning if this relationship really had love centered in it.
Comment: Please comment dearies~ =3

Prologue
Chapter 1 – Decline
Chapter 2 – The Judge
Chapter 3 – Guilt
Chapter 4 – Decisions


( Chapter 5 - Empty )

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Hesitant Heart Beats - Chapter 4 - Decisions [
March 11th, 2007 @ 9:36pm
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[ mood | tired ]
[ music | ガゼット → SHADOW VI II I ]

Title: Hesitant Heart Beats – 4/13
Author: [info]xkotakux
Band/Pairing: the GazettE // Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Cursing
Summary: Keeping secrets from their band mates had almost been a thrill to both of them, finding it sinfully good to sneak away during break in practice to kiss. But then, keeping it from the others got complicated, releasing new material, going to interviews/photo shoots, and performing lives didn’t always leave room for the couple to have alone time. And Ruki found himself questioning if this relationship really had love centered in it.
Comment: Please comment dearies~ =3


Prologue
Chapter 1 – Decline
Chapter 2 – The Judge
Chapter 3 – Guilt


( Chapter 4 - Decisions )

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Hesitant Heart Beats - Chapter 3 - Guilt [
March 3rd, 2007 @ 10:15pm
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[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy → Thanks For The Memories ]

Title: Hesitant Heart Beats – 1/?
Author: [info]xkotakux
Band/Pairing: the GazettE // Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Cursing
Summary: Keeping secrets from their band mates had almost been a thrill to both of them, finding it sinfully good to sneak away during break in practice to kiss. But then, keeping it from the others got complicated, releasing new material, going to interviews/photo shoots, and performing lives didn’t always leave room for the couple to have alone time. And Ruki found himself questioning if this relationship really had love centered in it.
Comment: Please comment dearies~ =3


Prologue
Chapter 1 – Decline
Chapter 2 – The Judge

( Chapter 3 - Guilt )

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.Memories. | .Reality. | .Dreams. [
February 27th, 2007 @ 5:18pm
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[ mood | content ]
[ music | Olivia → Stars Shining Out ]

Title: .Memories. | .Reality. | .Dreams.
Author: [info]xkotakux
Band/Paring: the GazettE // Reita x Uruha
Rating: R
Warning: -x-
Summary: Why did life deny them the things they wanted most? If you let go just for just once in the past, that craving will surely come back…only stronger.
Comment: Please comment dearies~


( .Memories. | .Reality. | .Dreams. )

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Hesitant Heart Beats - Chapter 2 - The Judge [
February 25th, 2007 @ 7:58pm
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[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Pacha Massive → Don't Let Go ]

Title: Hesitant Heart Beats – 2/?
Author: [info]xkotakux
Band/Pairing: the GazettE // Reita x Ruki
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Cursing
Summary: Keeping secrets from their band mates had almost been a thrill to both of them, finding it sinfully good to sneak away during break in practice to kiss. But then, keeping it from the others got complicated, releasing new material, going to interviews/photo shoots, and performing lives didn’t always leave room for the couple to have alone time. And Ruki found himself questioning if this relationship really had love centered in it.
Comment: Please comment dearies~ =D

Prologue
Chapter 1

( Chapter 2 - The Judge )

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About Some Of My Fics... [
February 25th, 2007 @ 2:20pm
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[ mood | worried ]
[ music | アリス九號. → NUMBER SIX ]

To anyone who was reading 'You're cute When you Smile' I'm sorry to say that I'm not going to finish it... I'm sorry, but I've had no insiration for months with it, and to be honest I'm not even an over the top fan and know very little about them. I really don't know how many of you who did read it will even see this, so I'm sorry for that as well, but I'm taking it off the archieve, sorry for dragging it out for so long xP

Also about P.S. - I'm Leaving, may I just say that I've become quite agravated with that story when I tried to sit back and write more on it... I look back and see the story has taken such a FAR turn from where I was going to have it go from where I began and right now I'm considering if I really want to finish that one as well, so I guess what I'm saying is...sorry for pretty much turning to an all Gazette writer XP. Right now I'm writing a bunch of one-shots, most are alice nine so please don't hate me! I can honestly I say I feel like an all Gazette writer and I want to change that x3;; So yes, sorry about that and for the lack of updates! I'm really sorry about that XP. But don't worry, I'm not totally gone like some of you may think =D And just so you know, I've written three pieces that I hope to post up soon (Yes, two of them are for Hesitant Heart Beats XD [Wow that totally just kills what I said about writing more alice nine XD]) Have a good day everyone~

- Alice Suduke (For those of you who haven't seen my pen name of amazingness >D Don't ask XD)

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